I need to decide what I really think of life. what is the purpose of my being here? and do i really want to fulfil that purpose? is my life useful and original?
Starting university has made me doubt everything. I don`t just want to go to school, get a degree so I can get a good job, so I can make good money and be a good supporter of the capitalist society which I was born into. I want my life to be meaningful, and not just because of `the lives that i touch` or `the contribution I make to my community` that`s not meaningful to me. i want to make an impact, i want authenticity, i want to have a life that is more than a job and husband a couple kids and the wait for retirement, where I can grow old and be grateful that I had a fucking RRSP. i want a life free of things.
theres just one problem: Im selfish. I like comfort. Ive never been to a third world nation and dont know if I could. I want the world to change but I can`t think of a single thing that I could do to change it.
What exactly do i have to do to make my life `meaningful`?
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